Those moments when you want to cry but can’t.

Ayyy, so bad… Spend so much time with this guy Im seriously falling for him. And in a long time this has been my most genuine start to any relationship with a guy… We’ve been close for some time but have never kissed or done anything sexual. It seems so pure and real… like we’re only there for each other’s company and it feels so good.. But it’s so hard because.. I miss him too.. :/ I dont know what to do..

Aiisssshhhh, dunno what to dooo.

You broke up with me…

Got back with me…

Treated me like shit…

Broke up with me again…

Now you want me back and saying you’ll do anything to make me happy.

It’s not fair on me is it…? 

You want me to wait on you but how can I believe what you say?

What’s to say you won’t be a dickhead to me again?

How can you promise to be good to me?

I want to give you another chance because I still love you…

But It’s not fair! And you hurt me so much…

What to do?!!! T_T

The more time I spend time with you and the more you keep treating me so well… The more I’m beginning to like you…

You take me for granted and not seriously at all.

Why do you have to go? I want you to choose me over holiday but no so now what? I don’t want to have to go through everything again.